indescribable.

this is my nephew, maverick.

long before my sister had her 1st contraction, she asked if i wanted to be in the room during the birth. since i didn't witness my 1st nephew, nor did i watch the video in school, i decided i should probably know what i'm getting myself into, (much further down the road of course).

little did i know that "yes" to being in the room meant waking up @ 3am to go to the hospital & be a human stirrup!!

 .. but looking back, it was 1 of the most beautiful, disgusting @ times, but absolutely magical things i've ever had the privilege to witness. 

the emotional attachment & love that overwhelmed my senses from that babies 1st breath, not being physically able to soak up enough detail with my eyes, thinking about the creator of the universe knitting that child together in my sisters womb!!

though i've tried, this experience truly is...

indescribable.